when i'm bored

when i'm bored
everything is bad

when i'm bored
nothing is pleasing

when i'm bored
life means nothing

when i'm bored
i'm good as dead meat!

...uggghh!!!! i'm getting pretty bored these past few days. i'm already trying to do some things which somehow makes me busy and interested. but the enthusiasm dies very fast. i don't know, i just don't feel very much excited and satisfied of things. i get irritated very often even now that i'm writing about my boredom. there are some things in my mind which i think i want to do or to have maybe but circumstances don't make them happen.

i wish i could hibernate and wake up when i'll be able to do what i want without any hassle. i always try to tell others to make the most of what they have at the moment. but i cannot tell myself right now. i don't even know what is there to make the most of.

sigh! i guess i'm becoming mean. i must be really bored!