... we went out yesterday to upload my phone and print pictures. it didn't feel pleasant at all. 'twas so humid and cold. i knew at once that i'm not gonna like it outside but i tried to keep going. i haven't been out the other day when there was a sleet, so it's just about time to ventilate. to our disappointment, we found out when we were in the taxi that we didn't even bring the usb where the pictures to be printed are. anyway, i got to upload my phone so we proceeded. took a walk after, checked some cellphone shops as usual. there was a samsung phone which looks very nice and i might want to buy. but no, not yet, i might forget about all those other "wants" as soon as i get my laptop in about 10 days or even less. gotta hold my excitement. i was having nightmares of that already. the other night, i was dreaming that we went to the shop only to hear from the saleslady that my one, the very chosen one was out of stock! aarrghh!
... well, anyway back to the topic. i was not really feeling good outside anymore. i'm all packed but still i can feel how cold gets into my nerves. i kept on complaining. my bf asked how am i gonna survive in Russia if cold like this i cannot even endure? well i think i'll be fine as long as i can enjoy seeing white snow all around. it's delightful to see the world in white. in my country, i see the world in green and blue. what i just don't like here is that it's cold but i don't see traces of winter. as for me, winter is snow. we quickly ran to the shop where we can buy Russian chocolates, got a few and went to take out some food for dinner. i didn't feel like cooking. i knew that i'll be in bed when we get home. i was walking fast and catching breath like i ran miles.
... just as i said, i felt sick. i was feeling my backache (always when i feel cold). perhaps my lungs are not that healthy, or i'm just getting old :) i didn't even have the energy to eat. i just changed clothes, switched the AC on, stayed under the blanket and warmed up. i have fallen asleep still feeling bad. why did i even go out? it's soooo... i don't know how to explain it but for sure it's kind of a feeling i never wanted to feel. it might have been worsen psychologically of course but anyhow, i still don't like it.
... well, anyway back to the topic. i was not really feeling good outside anymore. i'm all packed but still i can feel how cold gets into my nerves. i kept on complaining. my bf asked how am i gonna survive in Russia if cold like this i cannot even endure? well i think i'll be fine as long as i can enjoy seeing white snow all around. it's delightful to see the world in white. in my country, i see the world in green and blue. what i just don't like here is that it's cold but i don't see traces of winter. as for me, winter is snow. we quickly ran to the shop where we can buy Russian chocolates, got a few and went to take out some food for dinner. i didn't feel like cooking. i knew that i'll be in bed when we get home. i was walking fast and catching breath like i ran miles.
... just as i said, i felt sick. i was feeling my backache (always when i feel cold). perhaps my lungs are not that healthy, or i'm just getting old :) i didn't even have the energy to eat. i just changed clothes, switched the AC on, stayed under the blanket and warmed up. i have fallen asleep still feeling bad. why did i even go out? it's soooo... i don't know how to explain it but for sure it's kind of a feeling i never wanted to feel. it might have been worsen psychologically of course but anyhow, i still don't like it.
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