i am sick and i am bitchy! the rule is: when i'm low in spirits, never try anything with me. for sure nothing will turn out right to me.
when i'm hungry, i'm angry! ugh double trouble.
i got sick for three days and it was bad... for everybody who i got in contact with within those days. it was some kinda flu which was suppressed by medicine which my boyfriend forced me to take. i hate medicines. they make me feel worse. i told him that i got fever because he made me take medicine. (typical reaction from a "sick-me"). i had to go to my classes 'cause i don't want to make-up later. and besides, my classes are only in the morning so i got all afternoon to rest. i wasn't as patient as i am normally. when a student is wrong she/he is wrong! no considerations. however they didn't have any clue that i'm impatient or something. i was just too sarcastic. and believe me my face won't give them any clue as well. i'm way too good and diplomatic hehe. but honestly, now, i feel bad that i was like that to them especially. uhm, it's hard to explain but these kids don't mean any harm really. it's just always the way it is. anyway, more days are coming, i'll make up to them.
my bf? yeah he was a victim as well. and it's good that he's patient enough for me or else we will clash. when i'm sick or hungry, i don't like any contradictions to whatever i say, no corrections, and definitely no instructions... and no too much care too. just civil, professional and safe.
anyone who reads this blog probably thinks now that i'm a very difficult person. yeah somehow i guess but that difficulty is equalled with some unfathomable greatness too (in a way or another) c",)
im fine now but still hungry all the time. that's a good news 'cause usually when i'm sick i don't want to eat anything, same as everybody i guess. but this time i was quite hungry all the time. i was craving for fruits which i normally don't do. hmn, good, cause maybe finally i'll be able to gain a bit more weight. it may sound strange but yes i wanna gain weight. it has been my eternal dream to get a little fatter. though i receive a lot of compliments for being as slim as i am now, i kinda not appreciate it much. i just wanna get more than 39 kilos. my students adore me for having such a thin body 'cause for them thin is sexy. every Chinese girl no matter fat or no, thinks that she is fat. ugh! only if they know that sometimes i get insulted already when they try to compliment me from being thin. anyways, anyways, whatever ... i'm gonna try to eat more and sleep more so i can grow more hehehe.
when i'm hungry, i'm angry! ugh double trouble.
i got sick for three days and it was bad... for everybody who i got in contact with within those days. it was some kinda flu which was suppressed by medicine which my boyfriend forced me to take. i hate medicines. they make me feel worse. i told him that i got fever because he made me take medicine. (typical reaction from a "sick-me"). i had to go to my classes 'cause i don't want to make-up later. and besides, my classes are only in the morning so i got all afternoon to rest. i wasn't as patient as i am normally. when a student is wrong she/he is wrong! no considerations. however they didn't have any clue that i'm impatient or something. i was just too sarcastic. and believe me my face won't give them any clue as well. i'm way too good and diplomatic hehe. but honestly, now, i feel bad that i was like that to them especially. uhm, it's hard to explain but these kids don't mean any harm really. it's just always the way it is. anyway, more days are coming, i'll make up to them.
my bf? yeah he was a victim as well. and it's good that he's patient enough for me or else we will clash. when i'm sick or hungry, i don't like any contradictions to whatever i say, no corrections, and definitely no instructions... and no too much care too. just civil, professional and safe.
anyone who reads this blog probably thinks now that i'm a very difficult person. yeah somehow i guess but that difficulty is equalled with some unfathomable greatness too (in a way or another) c",)
im fine now but still hungry all the time. that's a good news 'cause usually when i'm sick i don't want to eat anything, same as everybody i guess. but this time i was quite hungry all the time. i was craving for fruits which i normally don't do. hmn, good, cause maybe finally i'll be able to gain a bit more weight. it may sound strange but yes i wanna gain weight. it has been my eternal dream to get a little fatter. though i receive a lot of compliments for being as slim as i am now, i kinda not appreciate it much. i just wanna get more than 39 kilos. my students adore me for having such a thin body 'cause for them thin is sexy. every Chinese girl no matter fat or no, thinks that she is fat. ugh! only if they know that sometimes i get insulted already when they try to compliment me from being thin. anyways, anyways, whatever ... i'm gonna try to eat more and sleep more so i can grow more hehehe.
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