Mixed Emo ??!!@$# :(

I feel uneasy. Last night I was irritated before going to bed. for reason I am not sure of. I think I was tired already but part of me is stubbornly resisting from sleeping. Sigh, there it goes, the childish nature. Early in the morning I was having some bad dreams. I know it was morning already 'cause I already feel like I want to piss. I don't know it was weird. I got this Ralph Lauren bag which is apparently my favorite. It's the black label series.  The dream went like this: I was going to school when I saw someone I know (an old acquaintance). She told me we have the same bag. I saw from this bag the the "pony" had horns. Whaaaatt??!!! it looked rather like a cow. I got worried that my pony would grow horns too. Oh, no, not my precious. Then I heard Shamil told me not to use that bag anymore. Waaaah what a craziness was that?!! Then there was a change of scenario. I suddenly saw my old pictures in spring. The sorrounding filled with flowers, I felt the warmth of the weather. Then I remember how I was walking outside yesterday, feeling cold, wet with snow. SIGH what a dream!

So that was it is all about. Unexpected dissapointments. I was really expecting that the weather will get warmer and warmer already. I am tired of wearing all th heavy things for cold weather. I really thought it was spring already. We were even able to make pictures without jackets anymore. I made a new album "Spring 2010" already. But hey, it looks like it was a false alarm. The winter is actually extended.

I checked  outside today, there is no snow, just ice. Ugh, it's even worse. It has gotten colder for sure. I don't wanna go out :(

We will have classes already in few more days. Now I lost the excitement since it'll be cold outside again :(