Monday, February 9, 2009

photo therapy

... at the Yi He Guang Cheng. (Yi He river square).

... i almost had a very bad day. sometimes i don't like interacting with anybody. i just wanna be invisible. i had an encounter which i don't want to elaborate anymore. i tried to fight it though. it took me a lot of patience and tolerance. if i would have been alone, i would just walk out, come back home and wait till the day is over.
but i didn't want to spoil either Sham's or our day. and besides it was my idea to go out today.



... we took a long walk from the center of the town to the river square. we decided to make pictures, not of ourselves but of others or something that might be interesting. the longer we stayed, the more calm i became. we started making photos and without me noticing it, i was getting the mood already.

... until i started requesting for a shot here and there. hehe craze mood. i even found this two iron pipes protruding on the ground a subject for a stupid-funny picture (:

... i was feeling good when we left the river square. and while we were looking at the pictures taken, i felt even better. i'm thankful that i got a great photographer. i may not be that beautiful like models and stars but i can always have nice pictures. every girl has a different way of pampering themselves when they feel bad. some get their hair cut or done, others manicure and pedicure, mostly shopping (that includes me as well) and me, i feel much better with pictures. (:

... i also made him few portraits and i'm glad he liked them. i used to end up criticized with my shots. as i always explain, i am not a photographer! i don't the same talent and skills he has. but in fact i was just too proud that i don't want to be told about anything especially my mistakes. but later i found them helpful. i started to listen little by little. lately, we have very good discussions after photo-taking. he also found a better way to tell me things hehe. i appreciate that he's teaching me. i may not have a big dream to be a photographer but at least i can make him good ones when he wants it. (:


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